i have had a great lesson in trusting personal agency....
it's such a small thing, but i really struggled with it....
add wanted to go to st. george with some friends....boys and girls....
i didn't think it was a good idea....it didn't look right....
i figured out that it wasn't add i didn't trust...
it was the situation, because it was out of my control....
after all, he is 18 and going to college in 4 months.....ugh
i did ask mark for a blessing, which i am grateful that i did....
i am also grateful that he is worthy to give a blessing any time i need one....
it is amazing to me that i am blessed with the things i needed at that time and that heavenly father communicates through mark......
i felt a lot better, but it was still lurking in the back of my mind....until.....
the night before addison left.....i got a strong thought from heavenly father saying......
"you have got to trust in his agency.....this is how i feel when i send all of you down to earth.....i have to trust in your agency, too"....
ok, ok.....i finally was open to the spirit to teach me what i needed to learn from this small problem of mine.....i get it now......
i am always amazed at how long it takes me to learn things, but i am grateful for the teaching of the spirit, the patience of heavenly father, priesthood blessings, and knowing that the gospel is true.
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