it is interesting how God talks to me. i have such a thick head that whenever i need to learn something He has to use a sledge hammer or run me into a brick wall!!!
i have been struggling with some dumb feelings lately and it has caused me to be a person that i don't want to be. i haven't been very Christ-like.....more of a hypocrit!
i finally hit the brick wall and realized that these feelings were making me bitter and making me turn into a person i am not because of the feelings i had towards others. i had a rude awakening!
i needed to let these feelings go, because of (1) i can't control other people and (2) i didn't like who i was turning into!
i am grateful that Heavenly Father doesn't give up on me, because sometimes i would like to. it's no wonder that it takes me so long to learn things....with my thick scull!
once i open my heart (again!) and humble myself a huge weight is lifted off of me and the peace returns. i need to strive for that peace more often.
i am grateful that i am able to learn from my mistakes and hopefully make the necessary steps towards being a better example and being more Christ-like.
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